Oct 22, 2009
you make me happy and i look forward to seeing you or hearing from you
don't think it's puppy love to me anymore
sure, there's the puffed-up feeling i get when telling people, Hey! i'm not single anymore!
but overall, it's all about meeting you, and feeling wanted by you.
Posted at 06:02 am by underAveil
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Oct 18, 2009
one weekend and three hickeys later...
seriously, what are we?
Posted at 05:50 am by underAveil
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Oct 15, 2009
tomorrow will be interesting.
Posted at 05:41 am by underAveil
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Oct 10, 2009
maybe i deserve to be your rebound
i have sought solace in someone else during my depressed period
i suppose i shouldn't question why you can't do the same
you have been very attentive, caring, and i love talking to you
thankfully i have been quite numb and i have not been letting my emotions through; that's how i have been surviving disappointments that you are still not over her
Posted at 10:47 am by underAveil
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Sep 21, 2009
guess you don't come hassle-free as well
despite your nicknames, flirtations, friendliness
perhaps they are just that.. and we're both friends
Posted at 06:17 am by underAveil
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Sep 19, 2009
maybe that's why you're taking your own sweet time courting me
Posted at 10:21 am by underAveil
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Sep 17, 2009
because you trust me with your stories, secrets, history, family, background
you will be by my side in a flash whenever i fall to help me up and to check if i was ok
and because you won me over by your generosity and care
ok and it's you because of your reputation, journey to success and alignment with my future plans.
Posted at 08:44 am by underAveil
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Sep 7, 2009
i find myself distracted away from thoughts of you
i can't be bothered if you're able to join me or not
i think we can be friends, housemates
that was just a phase, methinks
i was trying to conquer you, failed.
let's stay friends.
Posted at 07:41 am by underAveil
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Aug 21, 2009
I'm not sure I can stomach this. Perhaps I am naive to think that whatever shit you throw my way is true. OK perhaps they are true, you sincerely mean whatever you say to me. However, these are not the only nice things that come out of your mouth that is exclusively for me.
Though I am caught up in your notion of open relationships, I never really sat down to think why an open relationship, as opposed to one that is closed, must exist. I have always thought of it as harmless dating; in fact, I have even begun to place myself on the pedestal to think that I am the most cherished. The one you have the most admiration/feelings/attraction for. OK guess not.
Alright. Double standards aside, as I do find other guys I go out with attractive in their own ways. Should I continue accepting your words at face value, or regard them with wariness? The latter, methinks.
Posted at 11:33 am by underAveil
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Aug 17, 2009
so if it's not the overthinking at work, i think i may be liked... by someone else.
but that person isn't you.
and why the fuck do i think that every time you give a reason as to why you're single, why you choose not to love.. that it relates to me in some way? that i'm the perfect girl you are trying hard not to break-
or am i overthinking again?
Posted at 09:42 am by underAveil
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